HELLO (:

hey there (:
currently just finish watching boys over flowers.
hees.
okay, went to SAKAE SUSHI yesterday with CW, Jeff, Vanessa and Peisi.
haha, fuuny lor.
ate alot until feel like shitting :/

well, slept like a pig today.
slept the whole day and woke up at 6 in the evening.
power luhh seri (:
woke up, bathe and teevee-ing again.
help mummy abit with cooking then ate.
Aunties and cousins came around 7 plus.
so chit-chatted and played with Qistina (:
she's frigging cute now and blabbers alot too :/

Surprisingly someone whom i nvr expected texted me today.
someone i known frm camp about last two years texted me.
LUTFI (:
surprised okay.
he didnt text me for a very long time and suddenly texted me and asked me out.
-_-
wow.
well, will be out with him soon to dont know where yet :/
should be planning soon.
haha.
miss him loads (:
he's going to egypt during July to further his studies.
sad sad.
he's sad too because he will be gone for a long time :/
good luck there, lut (:

hees.
O levels MT on monday.
about 48 hours to go :/
jia you to me.
mugged abit of malay soon, maybe tomorrow.
but is there anything to mug about ??
not sure, maybe read through abit luhh.
hees.
and i must remember to bring my IC to school.
i always leave it at home.
:/

thats all (:

Labels: to a guy so heartless :/

8:09 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

HELLO (:

okay, today im back in school after two days MC.
DENGUE FEVER luhh.
sad hor :/
hees.
anyway started school today with a briefing on MT O levels this monday.
yeah, suck man.
so fast its already the so called start of Os.
haiya :/
must be mentally and physically prepared.
because now my immune system is very very weak.

suay rite kana dengue fever.
haiyo.
spend a day in hospital on monday :/
take jab from KKH to stop the inconsistent body temperature.
serioulsy luhh, my temperature can shoot up to like 39.3 degrees in just 30 minutes.
hees.

oh ya, just now took temperature at school too.
knowing that my temperature will be above 37.6 i cheated a bit luh.
took out the thermometer before it even started to beep.
hahha
:/

OMG, MT INTENSIVE IS SUPER BORING!
oh gosh. its amn boring luhh.
can die man.
haiyo.
still have 2 more days to go.
shit luhh.
haiyo.

Labels: im coming home :/

6:25 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

hello (:

well, today i spent the whole day at home.
great day i guess (:
didint do anything today.
its like so relaxing luh.
no house chores, no nagging but only peace.
mummy just let me slept in today cos usually she will wake me up asking me to clear up my room.

okay, woke up at 1 plus. *pig.*
hees.
woke up and realised how much ppl miss me alot while im asleep -_-
hahahaha.
no luh, just joking.
receive 10 SMSes and 12 missed calls.
(5 from dy and 5 from friends)(missed calls all unknown number)
hahah.
well, replied and continued lying down on bed like a pig.
watched teevee whole day.
SPONGEBOB SQUAREPANTS & MTV.
(:
bathed at 3 and ate Brunch.
hees.

Sports carnival tomorrow, i guess ??
:/
dread going to places like this.
can you imagine first O levels paper on the 1st june,
and im spending my time somewhere in Bukit Timah watching ppl playing sports :/
wth.
nevermind luh.
will be meeting Delis and Alson at mac tomorrow,
and cabbing there (:

thats all.

To Best: nah, its not your fault babe. dont worry yeah, bestie (:

Labels: im superman, you moron :/

5:36 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

hello (:

im down with fever :/
not sure whats my temperature uhh.
haha (:
that is very sad fer me uh.
haiya.
medicine and more medicine fer me now.
the cough i have now is also killing me :/
my throat is damn painful now.
:/

yeah, just came back frm eating LJS.
mummy wanted to eat so badly,
so daddy drive me to mummy werking place to fetch her.
headed to Singapore Post Centre's LJS.
ate the grill thing uh.
not bad but too bad i cant taste anything :/
hees.

now im home resting and watching AMERICA GOT TALENT.
funny leh but i cant laugh because my body ache like hell.
so sad.
i think im too vexed about my results and caused me to be sick.
oh, gosh.

later, daddy gonna hang a shelve in my room.
haha.
that means more cleaning for me.
haha
(:
but nevermind, i really dont mind doing that little hard werk.
hees.
thats all uh.
bye.

Labels: sick, sick :/

3:22 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

hello (:

sorry for not posting for the past 2 days.
thngs wasnt really going my way and i guess yeah, it just suck.
got back results already and spent days counting to prelim.
how time flies :/
i guess time really pass very, very fast.
MT O levels are less than 13 days and i have yet to score an A1 for MYE.
oh, gosh.

well flunked both combined and E.maths.
that was expected, though.
haha :/
yet to break the news to my parents.
hahas.
im not too sure about EL because marks are yet to change.
happy for those who did well yarr.
well. i think i must refelct on my results and concentrate even more.
Outings and group study are a big NO NO for now, i guess.
yeah, hope so.
RESILIENT :/

i really thought we were buddies.
yeah, i guess you are just the same as the others.
i thougth we really could click well and do stuff together like buddies.
too bad, things were not like i expected.
it either me expecting too much,
or you not wanting to expect.
Its just that cold shoulder thing you gave me today.
Im sorry, friend );

To Tricia: im so sorry i forgot about you. Haha (: sorry, sorry and sorry. Hey Anna, my phillipine friend! Sorry (:

Labels: gosh, i didnt expect this

7:40 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

Hello people.
yeah, went to Sentosa yesterday.
one word: GREAT!
haha.
yeah, had alot of fun playing fertilisation there.
haha.
actually its called egg and sperm but Delis changed it so it sounds more "cleaner"
hahahs.
funny.
okay, alyf didnt went because his grandmum was hospitalised.
cannot blame also, sad for him and he didnt slept a wink the night before.
he had to complete his ART exams stuff luh.
people who went was ;
Shermine, Delis, SP, Vanessa LEE, Vanessa LIM, Desmond, WK, Shaun, Alson, CW, Damian, Christine and Jeff. (sorry, if some names were not here, my memory sucks!)
had loads of fun luhh.
hahaha (:

now lets talk about today:

exams are finally over and yeah, RESULTS ARE COMING back.
i hate this part luhh.
okay, i know i screwed up the whole MYE luhh.
malays results just suck and humanities and sciences sucks too.
i bet English and Maths would turn out the same.
I just dont know why i cant perform as well as the others.
or maybe im just not that smart to be in express stream.
Others may say its only MYE, but to me its like a whole different thing.
):
im just so depressed over the RESULTS and i guess ; i might consider ending this whole thing.
gosh, i just cant express how i feel deep inside.
how i wished someone would understand how i really really feel.
im just purely disappointed in myself and yeah,
nothing much to say ):

i know i dont believe in supernatural stuff but my horoscope says this:
"Your hopes and fears are out in the open, although your hopes seems alot more likely to be realised.Talk about them and see if you can find like-minded folks to help you"


To friends: Thanks for like supporting me and trying to comfort me (: I really appreciate having you bunch of guys always ther for me and yeah, i hope things would change for the better. But deeply inside, i knew it wouldnt. ):

Labels: ending everything is always the best method to solve a problem :/

6:20 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

heys (:
im being random here to show you all my bf (:
his name is alyf azman (cool name rite ?)
hees.
someone wants to see it luhh.
haiyo :/
okay, thats him in blue and sister. (dont know who is that cute small boy)
yeah, thats all.
RANDOM.

yeah, went to east coast park to celebrate Buva's belated birthday.
had alot alot of fun yeah.
met delis, dyland and Cw and BK mrt.
then bussed to bugis to get her presents.
there, met Alson, Jeff and Boyuan then bussed to BBQ pit.
we reached early and buva was still waiting for her parents to arrive with the food.
so were acting so childishly luhh.
we went to build sand castles with styrofoam cups -_-
haha.
all was Delis's idea.
halfway, SP arrived.
camwhored and do silly stuff.
haha.
ate and sang her birthday song and left at 9 plus because jeff must reach home by 10.
SP's faher fetch us to BK and we went separate ways ther.
it was loads of fun (:

tomorrow it will be more fun.
we will all be going to SENTOSA for a picnic.
everyone will be there including Shaun, Vanesse Lim and Shermaine i think.
FUNFUNFUN!
Alyf will be coming too.
bestbest (:
fetch him and go together okay ?
hees.

Labels: everything will be alright ):

7:58 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

Hello (:
i just reached home after a day walking around.
AND IM VERY TIRED :/
Let me tell you the whole story.

yesterday, slept at 230 because my all my cousins were at my house.
played cards till very late.
after few rounds, felt sleepy and slept with my niece Qistina Adriana
but she refuses to sleep.
eventhough nobody was joking with her she kept giggling (:
i understand she's only 1 year old but its really annoying.
few minutes later, fell asleep.

today, woke up at 11 andgot ready to go out.
went out with mummy and daddy to IKEA.
left the house headed to tampines (:
traffic jam leh at express way :/
it took us about 20 minutes to reach there.
at Tampines mall, ate lunch at RAMEN 10.
yummy yummy (:
after that went to get my ADIDAS watch.
haha.
i was damn happy, finally i got the purple colour ADIDAS watch.
frigging nice okay.
daddy bouhht it for me (:
original price was 118 but after ten percent discount it was 108.
THANKS DADDY (:
ILY.

next headed to IKEA to get my study table and new bed frame.
daddy drove there.
not that crowded luh at there eventhough it was a saturday.
bought alot of things.
mummy bought shelves for the kitchen and i bought random things for my room.
i bought a lamp which was like the antique kinda lamp uhh.
damn nice.
i upload the pictures tomorrow (:
it was cheap too, 9.90 only.
hees.
in the end didnt buy bed frame and table. (LAME)
headed to SIMEI next to get the table but the bed frame was frigging ugly luhh
didnt buy (:

IT WAS REALLY A TIRING DAY and im off to bed now. :/


To ♥: i didnt know what happened last night. You told me you ader hal and said you would text me after that.I waited and waited like some freak for you and you didnt even text. It was like wtf luhh. Whatever luhh eh.

To Alyf : Thanks for chatting with me yesterday.You freaking cute taww.Yeah, the webcam was fun too.I know i look like some alien freak but you still said i was cute. THANKS (: (ILYT. and yeah, do call me back. I will be waiting.

To Icak : We will meet up soon yarr.Do take care and yeah like you said, jgn menghilangkan diri.
Hehe.

Labels: ILYT (:

7:11 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

hello (:

okayokay, first of all let me tell you what happened yesterday.
well, told you all i went shopping rite.
haha.
it was really a shopping phenomenon.
my mum was crazy over the sales luh.
she bought me like bed sheets and comforter for me to sleep in.
i guess it was really nice.
she bought 2 bedsheets which was in green and purple colour.
very the nice (:
the comforter was like only 29.90 luh.
damn worth it.
had dinner at swensens.
yumyum (:
very nice, ate ice cream and pizza.
i cant believe that they play our last years' school bell ring in their restaurant luhh.
hmmph :/

well after that shopping madness, headed for daddy's car to put all the stuff in.
continued walking at the funfair outside Tampines Mall.
quite okay luh only that very hot.
hehe.
then mummy bought the DVD of "The Wedding Game".
i watched it at the cinema with my ex but then bought it cos mummy wanna see it.
okay lor.
uptoyou.
around 845 we left and headed home because i needed to study for just now Pure Geog paper.
reached home, quicly chiong for pure geog. (:

now for today's event :

supposed to went to school with ♥ but didnt :/
walked to school and headed for hall for exams.
got a big damn shock when XY say we must study all 3 chapters for Pure Geog luh.
false alarm (:
must only study 2 chapters.
hehe.
Paper was quite okay luh.
not that bad.

after paper slacked at canteen with cliques.
then have to wait for SP to go to bishan.
waited for 1 hour at canteen for her Bio paper to finish.
SP lend me her MP3 for me to listen because my PSP was dying of battery.
listened and sang damn loud in the canteen.
OMG, mr zuhri heard me singing and was like, "finish paper alr uh??"
i was like, "yeah, just finished."
then he walked off and i can count how many times he bought things from the drink stall.
HAHA (:
after SP's paper, we rushed out.
suddenly, got a bunch of matreps outside our school :/
one of them was my junior luhh.
one of them came to me and said "excuse me, how much is this ?"
and he was pointing to the school -_-
i was like wtf you want so i replied,
" what?!! you wanna buy the school ?"
before he could say anything, SP pulled me to flag a cab.

Cabbed to bishan stadium to find Candyce.
wasnt there :/
wtf.
the weather was hot and we were searching for her at the stadium like some idiots
(really cute ones)
haha.
but had alot of fun (:
after that trained to BK to get our hair cut
AND...
my fringe is now too short and my hair length is at the shoulders there.
i like the lenght but not the fringe.
so ppl, if you see me clipping up my fringe pls dont ask me why :/
hehe.


To SP: seriously your hair is freaking nice luhh. You look freaking cute in that lenght. Not that short what missy (:

To ♥: sorry uh dear tak bleh ikot gy that chalet but i know your DAMN BESTFREN is there with you. Take care and ILY (:

To "you know who you are": Yeah, i guess everything ends here, i just hate to see this and i think we are better off this way.It seems like we really dont need each other anymore and i am happy we both came to this decision.I guess i have found my new love and you too.Its better not to hide it anymore because both of us knows the truth already.
till here, goodbye and takecare.

Labels: take care and i love you too.

5:57 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

yo people !
finally, tomorrow will be the last paper.
omfg, so dame happy.
hahas.
tomorrow will be my pure geography paper 2 and
will end at 0930 okay.
woohoo ~
but sadly, some of my cliques will be having two papers tomorrow.
Delis will be having A.maths and Biology.
SP will be having pure geog and biology.
sad hor :/

okayokay skip it alr (:
had both sciences paper and f&n today.
sciences were extremely difficult to the max yaw :/
haiya.
f&n was okay but i did the cereals part anyhow.
hehe, forget to study that part ma (:
hehe.
thank you to HONGYING for lending the notes on how to save fuel
without it, i cant do the 6 marks question okay (:

haha.
later around 4 go meet mummy to go shopping again (:
going to Tampines Mall and Tampines 1 to shop.
mummy wanna buy the FILA bag she saw, and i thought of getting it for her.
what a good daughter am i, lol (:

now, im off to mugg awhile for pure geog tomorrow
and finding clothes to wear later (:
bye people.

anyway.....

to SP if you are reading this, dont always buy slippers. haha

and...

I miss ♥ alot.
:/
let me love you.

Labels: woohoo ~

10:02 PM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

omfg.
physics paper was such a fucktard today :/
didnt know how to do all th questions except 2 basic physics-science based questions (:
haha.
well, at least i have confidence in passing my pure geography paper rite.
hees.
yeah, need to buck up man (:

so exams were in the hall today.
was sitted beside bestie CW (:
haha.
the weather is killing me man :/
omfg.
well, nothing to talk about for physics paper but something funny happened during pure geog.
boyuan had a NIGHTMARE during the paper.
hahaha.
i just finished my paper and i looked around.
saw CW and boyuan sleeping.
so i checked paper.
suddenly, he jumped up from his sit.
i got a shocked and so does CW.
it was really funny man (:
even Mr Chan tried not to laugh bcos he looked at me and smiled in a weird way.
a big BOO-HOO to boyuan (:

well, tomorrow i will be sitting for f&n and also sciences paper.
MCQs (:
but i did manege to study abit for f&n luh.
anyway i didnt know any tips for f&n bcos i didnt attend school on the day she gave the tips.
remember, i was sent home or i actually sent myself home.
haha.
revise through abit luhh.
realise its like 7 chapters luh, infact more than that.
:/

manage to study abit bcos i went shopping with muy cousin today.
went to bugis to shop like crazy.
reached there around 430 then shoped at bugis street first.
went to get myself more earrings and clothes.
then went for so-called lunch at KFC (;
continued shopping at bugis junction.
my cousin bought a pair of sandals and Charles & Keith.
its freaking nice (:
but i stll prefer the one i saw at taka, only abit expensive.
it costs arnd 89 bucks okay.
haha.
yeah, reached home at 845 and bathe.
straight away mugged for f&n :/

so, wish me good luck for tomorrow's paper okay ?
hehe (:

Labels: love seems impossible without you :/

7:45 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

went shopping today (:
went bugis then headed to tampines.
bought loads of stuff leh.
i bought 2 nail polish and some clothes.
coolio (:

stepped out of the house at 1230.
met Syafiq under my block.
walked slowly to the bustop and took a bus to MRT station.
took train to bugis.
byk matreps siot :/
eeyer.
then Syafiq accompanied me shopping.
bought clothes and stuff.
went to penin awhile.
Syafiq bought new skates man.
wtf.
must share, okay ?
after that, went to eat lunch.
then trained to Tampines (:
meet bdak2 jap then lepak there.
gerek per (:

after 3, went to auntie's house
taught Balqis some basic malay.
she kep forgetting what comes after number 7.
haiyo :/
goodluck to me.

miss ♥ so much.
):

btw, cant wait to see boys over flower on channel U
omg.
the actors are frigging cute okay (:

Labels: iloveyou; only you

5:06 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

Labels: happy mother's day mummy (:

6:33 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

i miss ♥ so badly :/
its been 3 days now without texting and calling each other.
damn bored.
♥'s phone is spoilt and is undergoing repairation :/
haiya.

okay enough already.
i just came back frm my relative's wedding.
overall okay luh, but quite boring.
cant decide what to wear today.
haha.
at last, wear jeans and long sleeve.
talked with cousin there (:
had a great time.

i really really miss ♥ alot sudenly.
kept thinking what he was doing and everything.
hope your phone finish repair faster (:
ILY.

Labels: you'll be the prince and i'll be the princess.

6:19 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

this might be one of my random posts.
today, i found out something.
i finally might get into contact with my brother whom i last met since i was P3.
i got a shock when i knew this.
one of my friend in school is a friend of my brother (:
when she told me whether i knew a guy called Faizal, i confirmed i knew no one by that name.
then i think harder, i was reminded of my brother.
thinking back, i realised he was only one in the family who still regards me as his sister.
i really hope i can see him again :/
contact soon ya.

Labels: MUHD FAIZAL BIN RAZALI (:

6:54 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

hello (:
just woke up from sleep ppl :/
hehe.
i had a GREAT TIME TODAY (:
went shopping with bestie.
i will tell you all about it.

today, i cant even wake up from bed.
haha.
i seriously need to catch up with sleep yeah.
planned to meet bestie at mac for breakfast and a quick revision.
but didnt, because could not wake up.
so texted her.

woke up and off to school :/
chemistry paper was such a DISASTER.
what i studied all didnt came out.
felt terrible :/
everything seems impossible now.
Preparation for O levels are now getting harder by the day.
haiya :/

ended paper early because had only chem paper today.
SORRY DELIS FOR CANCELLING BADMINTON TODAY :/
seriously dont feel like going.
went shopping with bestie (:

went to bugis to shop, shop and shop.
bought earrings and bag.
haha (;
SP bought alot of things.
bought handbag and clothes.
its nice going shopping together; we go out more often okay ?

taught balqis tuition today (;
taught some basic english and did colouring with her (:
had fun. see you again tomorrow.

now, at home doing nothing but blogging.
hehe.
to ♥, you didnt attend school today.
that means you skipped both your science paper.
haiyo :/
dont know what to say already :/
uptoyou luh.

Labels: a little too not over you :/

6:24 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

as promised, i shall blog about you today.
this is my friend; MUHD HAZIQ (:
the person who rocks my socks.
the kecoh type of person, and love to talk alot you know.
quite a chatterbox.
you dared me to blog about you and now you get it.
haha. (:

enough about him luh.
today's maths paper 1 was okay :/
hope can pass.
social studies was a disaster baybeh !
manage to do the 25 marks essay but not the SBQ questions.
forget about it luh.
told ♥ about it; he laughed :/
he said he asked me go study but then i went to play badminton.
haha. Quite true actually (:
but nevermind, everything is over now.
haha.

met ♥ just now, lepak awhile.
haha.
then he send me to the bustop.
a big HAHA for ♥; handphone rosak kape ?
hehe.
sadded.

will be going to MUSTAFA CENTRE with mummy and daddy.
daddy promised me to get me that NIKE bag.
thanks daddy! ILY!

thats all for today ppl (:

To ♥ : you better attend school tomorrow for your science paper 1 and 2 okay ?
you promised me alrite.
make sure i see your face tomorrow!
ILY.

Labels: i ♥ boyfriend.

12:33 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

OMG!
bad hair day today luh :/
my fringe was like sticking to one side today.
then i clipped it up uh.
didnt tie my hair bcos it look weird when it is clipped and tied up.
cant believe it.
got a rubberband from liying.
thanks (:
jan said i looked like that bitch.
thats why i asked liying for a rubberband.
thanks again liying (:

Mothertongue paper today (:
not bad luh.
not that difficult.
that "ghost" teacher invigilate my class.
he not bad luh.
quite funny.
he know i finished early, then collected my paper 5 minutes earlier.

damn pissed of today by some of my cliques uh.
first thing, spend at least 15 minutes in class to discuss their paper luh.
nevermind, just sat there and listen.
discussion ended.
walk out of class, then continue again.
then i just walk uh, dont care already bcos the weather like SHIT.
then we walk out of school, stop at the fitness corner again.
apparently, i just continued walking.
so we palnned to study at MAC.
i accompanied delis home to take maths paper to revise and
i suggest that they go MAC to book place first.
they agreed (:
take already and everything then walk to MAC.
so hot luh.
reached MAC, nobody there.
called. THEY NOT STUDYING LO :/
wtf.

ended up playing badminton with WK, delis, clement, desmond, GW and elton (:
SP bestie also came ( around 2 plus )
had alot of fun uh (:
halfway, ♥ called.
ask to meet him.
agreed.
sat awhile and talked to his irritating friend.
haha. really irritating. he kept laughing (:
siao.

To ♥ : im not sure about the 15th may thingy.
will decide later okay (:
and im not sure why your phone is spoilt.
haha.
sadded :/

Labels: i get so irritated so easily; im sorry :/

1:54 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

OMG. The swine flu is killing me :/
i mean it has taken up alot of my time.
we hae temperature taking almost everyday now.
exams are supposed to start at 0745 but ended up starting the paper at 0830.
sucks luh.
somemore must take temperature 2 times a day.
wtf.

The English paper sucks today.
Paper 1 was okay but paper 2 sucks like hell.
Die already :/
told ♥ about it (:
he says; "fail then fail luh "
haiyo.
tell him also no use.
haha.

after paper went badminton-ing (:
had alot of fun.
even played with some ITE studentls who lepak there.
friendly ppl.
went off at 5; bcos promised mummy i would leave by 5.
walked to bustop then got matreps disturb me.
told ♥; also no reaction.
nevermind :/

forgotten all about the tuition with my niece.
im sorry okay, balqis :/
this thursday tuition ?
i teach you ABC okay ?
(:




to ♥ : sorry that i didnt meet you for like 3 days now.
promise we will meet up soon okay ?
im super duper sorry okay ?
just wanna let you know that ILY! (:

Labels: i ♥ boyfriend.

3:27 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

Labels: everything seems impossible now.

1:20 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥

today meet CW and Delis for lunch.

Labels: wished you were there ♥

6:55 AM
vanity isn't a sin, a little narcissm wouldn't hurt ♥