Hello people.yeah, went to Sentosa yesterday.one word: GREAT!haha.yeah, had alot of fun playing fertilisation there.haha.actually its called egg and sperm but Delis changed it so it sounds more "cleaner"hahahs.funny.okay, alyf didnt went because his grandmum was hospitalised.cannot blame also, sad for him and he didnt slept a wink the night before.he had to complete his ART exams stuff luh.people who went was ;
Shermine, Delis, SP, Vanessa LEE, Vanessa LIM, Desmond, WK, Shaun, Alson, CW, Damian, Christine and Jeff. (sorry, if some names were not here, my memory sucks!)
had loads of fun luhh.
hahaha (:
now lets talk about today:
exams are finally over and yeah, RESULTS ARE COMING back.
i hate this part luhh.
okay, i know i
screwed up the whole MYE luhh.
malays results just suck and humanities and sciences sucks too.
i bet English and Maths would turn out the same.
I just dont know why i cant perform as well as the others.
or maybe im just not that smart to be in express stream.
Others may say its only MYE, but to me its like a whole different thing.
):
im just so depressed over the RESULTS and i guess ; i might consider ending this whole thing.
gosh, i just cant express how i feel deep inside.
how i wished someone would understand how i really really feel.
im just purely disappointed in myself and yeah,
nothing much to say ):
i know i dont believe in supernatural stuff but my horoscope says this:
"Your hopes and fears are out in the open, although your hopes seems alot more likely to be realised.Talk about them and see if you can find like-minded folks to help you"To friends: Thanks for like supporting me and trying to comfort me (: I really appreciate having you bunch of guys always ther for me and yeah, i hope things would change for the better. But deeply inside, i knew it wouldnt. ):
it all seems impossible now to make things change ):
Labels: ending everything is always the best method to solve a problem :/
